Friday, February 10, 2012
我很好。
偶尔的刮风下雨，还行。
偶尔开心，
偶尔不开心。
还算正常~
对于有些人有些事，
深怀感激 感恩。
对于有些人的不解，
无可奈何。
有时怨，
有时恨。
但有时候，
是需要放下的。
为了别人也为自己。
做好份内的事，
时间会证明一切。
我忍，
我等。
可能的那一天。
我希望。
♥ i said,
3:41 PM
Thursday, February 9, 2012
我们会遇见各种牆。
我们推牆十下、牆也不会倒；
我们推牆百下、牆也不会倒；
我们推牆千下万下、牆还是不会倒。
牆就是不会倒，但我们会因為用力推牆而肌肉强健、變成有力量的人。
牆不倒、不该成为我们自愿当弱者的藉口。。。
- 蔡康永
♥ i said,
5:02 PM
I wouldnt say im damn fine, with all kinds of problems arising.
Most of the time, i dont really exactly know what i want too.
Argh, oh wells.
Bad breakfast at work today, shouldnt get too curious with those weird bread.
Bad night sleep due to shit issues.
Sometimes i wonder,
how would different family react so differently to the same issues.
With a open heart and mind,
things should be easier than expected but the main problem is, people tends to focus on their problems instead of standing in others position.
Maybe she is just expecting more, as she feels she sacrifices alot but the facts are, some changes andare inevitable, despite all kind of objection arising.
Cause everything become facts.
I dont normally hate people.
& i dont mean i hate them.
But sometimes i am so confused, what are they expecting and what they expect us to do?
They are not giving us a definite answer, and it just make us floating ard feeling miserable.
I might appear to be very 'dont care'
but somehow i will have the thoughts that thing shouldnt be like that, and i shouldnt even deserve being treated like this.
I can only say im thankful for people who stand by me,
and more thankful that pig is always there when we are in the same boat, or even when maybe he's feeling worse.
(:
♥ i said,
9:58 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Cant believe i let this space collected webs for so longgggg!
& yupps, no more 2011.
Its already 2012.
HAHA
No more resolutions and reflections like what i used to do in the recent years on my blog,
cos the only resolution is to be SOMEONE BETTER.
I think that somehow covers everything in life.
No more THANKS TO BLAH BLAH..
Cos its in my heart and theres no need to spell it out that obviously.
Guess im getting old (:
But still, there are still a whole lots of ppl which i greatly appreciate despite the lack of meeting and contacting. Im sorry if i left you out of my life somehow as i think that you are not worth my time and effort, which i eventually learnt to let go and yes, i managed to save alot of money and time and effort wastedly spend previously.
Having friends whom you think they are real friends are real hard.
I dont make friend at my workplace, im classify as 'quiet and reserved' by many of the ppl there. Which is somehow, totally off my real character. Im quiet and reserved cos you are not my friend, i understand how the society works. No more innocent i friend you u friend me kind of environment. So yes, i love my friends cos thats me when im with them (:
i pray that 2012 will be a better year ahead,
fingers crossed
♥ i said,
9:31 AM
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
i am still remain jobless! Muhahah!
well, you may say im just pure lazy, which i dont think i will deny.
But im enjoying it too, while looking for another job of cos!
My life isnt perfect.
But i still love it.
My family's great, my close friends're great, my bf's great too.
Totally understand that i wont be able to please everyone, even someone who u tried ur best and ways to get close to and expected to get just a little weeny of acceptance. Afterall, no one like the feeling of being rejected and denied for no reason at all.
But there is limits, i wont be going overboard.
My parent taught me to respect people so that people will respect u too.
& from young, im that polite little girl who will say hello to every uncles and aunties.
I can still proudly say that, I am still doing that.
How you treat others show your own value too.
Its not how big your house is, how great is your car, how much cash u have in your bank, how high is your qualification.
(:
♥ i said,
11:56 PM
Saturday, October 1, 2011
人心险恶。
我自认我的圈子多是单纯的人，
对于勾心斗角，
我不知，也亦不想知。
我庆幸我的生活是如此。
♥ i said,
11:49 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2011
im wise when im giving suggestion to friends, but maybe not so when it come to my issues.
Anyway.. in order not to make myself regret giving up too early, i think i will just take a step and see.
I can only cross my finger, hoping everything went on fine.
I need a new job.
some away-from-office job.
♥ i said,
4:31 PM
