Something just wont work out.

When u forced thing that are suppose to be separated in the first place to come together again, eventually it will still fall off.

It took times and efforts but the resukt will not reciprocate.

Today is Christmas day.

It shall be one, of maybe the worst i have ever spend.

Its a life lesson, with huge consequences and impacted my most loved one.

But whats the point of holding on to something which you knew will just fall off if not this year, maybe next year.

2015.
I am going to end it in a horrible way and 2016 might not be better since I will have to deal with all the after effect.

Whew, i really feel so much better opening up and talking about it.

Im guilty,  partly embarrassed with the outcome. However, i know i am brave enough to face this and get a hang from it.

It has been a hard day and night.

Merry christmas to myself.
I hope you learnt, grow and be brave for whatever is coming.
Xoxo