It's time to think

I realised i always go back to blogging whenever i just started a new job.
So when i looked back, I will know when I had changed job.

Anyway leaving Juronghealth was quite a huge steps i took.
I simply wont left if the new AA hasnt join us, simply because i quite enjoy working there as i was really really hectic and kind of interesting because everyday i get to learn new things and face new challenges. Tell me where can i find something like that.

But the bad and the worst thing should be I am under someone who dont match with my working style. It was really hard! She was super picky, on every tiniest details and she got a very very bad habit of scolding/ commenting bad thing infront of other peoples. She wont care and dont care.

I think it get better when we shifted office and I get to sit further from her. Oh ya, did I mention that she love love love to pack my drawers. I somehow think it's ridiculous! She dont respect privacy isnt it? Even though it's workdesk but it's my desk!! I am completely fine with her packing my in tray or folders but.. drawers?

Anyway, i was saying.. i left and really start thinking what i want to be next time, because at 24 age like this, working shouldnt just for salary. It will bring me nowhere and I am aware of that.

I always thought i LOVE HR! But then, i realised that i cant imagine myself being in my Executive place or even my AD place, even though i dare to say they draw a super high salary per month la. I know i will still be dragging myself to work EVERY SINGLE DAY.

I checked out alot alot of courses related to HR but i just cant get myself to register and i realised it's because i am scared that it's not what i want and what i like. So i hold on.

I have been searching for a career that i love and i can find meaning in it.

I narrowed down to teaching.
& I got myself a place in sponsorship in Early Childhood.
& I tried applying for NIE.

At the same time, i manage to know what Social Work is.
I researched and asked my friend who is really working as a Social Worker. I realised i like it! But knowing my character, i am not going to just decide like that.

I continue to research and seeing all the jobscope pertaining to the job. I am quite firm that that's what i want. A job that is meaningful.

I dont know whether i will be picking it up afterall, it's not only about me.
I have a family to support, of cos with the help of roose.

But still, it's not so easy to handle part time studies and full time work and a kid.

I am still considering and weighing the different aspect but i really hope someday i can finally know what i want.